I don't want to say

I don't want to say
I don't want to say the words I must
Because between us there's no love or trust.
I did my best to be your all,
but you gave  me naught but wormwood and gall.
I love you still yet me you despise,
and hide your truth in a tissue of lies.
I want to be with you, but I can't see
With broken shards of trust how this can be.
I want say these words of farewell,
but for your lies my trust fell.
Can you say any words true,
That can my trust renew?
I want these words to mean again
I love you more than anything.
I really don't want to say goodbye,
But your silence makes me cry
Also to think it makes me feel like to die.
I don't want to go
Cause I love you so
But you don't seem to give me a choice
So hear the tears in my "voice"
I don't want that choice.

Moving on

People say I should be moving on, but this I can't do.
As my heart still firmly belongs to you.
I try to pull it back and make it mine,
But it and my soul are still thine.
I don't know what to do
Because I still deeply love you.
Even though you've caused me pain.
My fondest wish is to rest in your arms again.
So moving on is hard to do
Because my heart and soul still  belong to you.

Future

You think we've no future?
I tend to disagree...
If we'd work on it the future is as bright as can be.
I'm not perfect as you've seen,
But I'll not give up, as you're my zing.
I've tried to move on, but I can't see
Any one else who's meant to be
My friend and love all in frame
And someone who'll share my name.
I live you still, same and strong
And will do so until my life is gone.