I don't want to say

I don't want to say
I don't want to say the words I must
Because between us there's no love or trust.
I did my best to be your all,
but you gave  me naught but wormwood and gall.
I love you still yet me you despise,
and hide your truth in a tissue of lies.
I want to be with you, but I can't see
With broken shards of trust how this can be.
I want say these words of farewell,
but for your lies my trust fell.
Can you say any words true,
That can my trust renew?
I want these words to mean again
I love you more than anything.
I really don't want to say goodbye,
But your silence makes me cry
Also to think it makes me feel like to die.
I don't want to go
Cause I love you so
But you don't seem to give me a choice
So hear the tears in my "voice"
I don't want that choice.